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Draano
r/t5_2s6xc |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Eddie Jobson - U.K. Revisited
I say Eddie Jobson's U.K Revisited show last night at the annual Progfest in New Jersey.
**Playlist**
Time to Kill
Danger Money
One More Red Nightmare
drum solo
Presto Vivace
In The Dead of Night
Nevermore
Cary No Cross
Caesar's Palace Blues
Encore: The Only Thing She Needs
**Lineup:**
Eddie Jobson – keyboards, electric violin
Marc Bonilla – lead vocals, bass
Alex Machacek – guitars
Marco Minnemann – drums
The band was tight. At one point, Jobson spoke a little about how he, Wetton, Bruford and Fripp were on their way to continuing KC after Red. They were in the planning stages when Fripp decided he wasn't going to participate after all, leading to the recruitment of Holdsworth and the plan to form a band called Alaska. They ultimately decided that the band should be called U.K. He said they were paying tribute to Wetton and Holdsworth. They then performed One More Red Nightmare as a tribute to KC. The band showed a mastery of the material. Bonilla had Wetton-like vocal range. I would have liked more guitar work - Machacek had great tone.
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KrobusQi
r/t5_30uuh |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
[WTS] Selling Single / Twin Bed Frame AED 350 - Dubai
Single/Twin Sturdy Bed Frame for sale - AED 350
Location: Dubai
Single upholstered wood bed frame with a tufted headboard. Beige colour. The frame is solid with wooden slats intact and sturdy legs.
The headboard has button tufting and a slightly curved top for a classic look. Bed frame only. No mattress. Open space underneath for storage.
Dimensions:
49” wide
85” long
38” high
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Real-Army3188
r/t5_6tm59n |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Weird discharge please help
Weird discharge please help
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Chance_Diet1580
r/t5_2wbww |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Looking for Active Players — PvM / Wildy Bosses / PvP | 40+ Active Members
Anyone interested in joining a very active clan?
This clan is developed differently and is closely tied to being community-driven rather than owner-driven.
We are looking for new players, people who took a short break and want to get back into the game, and anyone who's getting bored/burnt out and wants a few people to talk to and bs with while woodcutting for 10 hours straight.
We'd love to get into raids, PVM/PVP events, giveaways, and chilling in the Discord together.
If you feel like this is what you're looking for within a clan. Please reach out via PM, and I'll help you join the clan.
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bot-bouncer
r/t5_cw3lhd |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Overview for Maxa_Fowlera
Overview for Maxa_Fowlera
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VGAddict_SSB
r/t5_su1s6 |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
"Just a kiss." (Yoshitura Yamamoto)
https://preview.redd.it/3siscc7zhwuh1.png?width=848&format=png&auto=webp&s=7dd95bba5c2883160958f5ef52f7252fa9e5bcd0
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Liltimmeo
r/t5_30z80 |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Oh yeah, that's the stuff!
Oh yeah, that's the stuff!
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nmingott
r/t5_2qrzu |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Arch Linux Magnet -- swag
Dear fellow Arch Linux users and developers. I just completed a 3D printed magnet representing the Arch Linux logo and put it for sale on Etsy. I guess many of you may appreciate and like it. if you have any suggestions let me know. Bye
[https://mostlybrutalist.etsy.com/listing/4593214858/arch-linux-magnet](https://mostlybrutalist.etsy.com/listing/4593214858/arch-linux-magnet)
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Vast_Alfalfa2675
r/t5_diawkb |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Menage A Trois
Menage A Trois
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KozukiOden1
r/t5_2xqyj |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Y-DNA Haplogroup
Y-DNA Haplogroup
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RelativAnonym
r/t5_dg2sdu |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
In diesem "Männer Reddit" ist direkt jede Beziehung vor dem aus, egal wie klein das Problem ist. Was'n los Männer?
Bin selber nen Mann und in einer Beziehung. Viele Männer wollen sich hier ernsthafte Hilfe oder Ratschläge für ihre eigene Beziehung abholen. Leider scheint das kaum zu funktionieren. Habe eben einen passenden Beitrag gesehen, wo jemand direkt dieses Gif gesendet hat, wo er dem anderen auf die Schulter klopft (Jeder weiß was ich meinte). Und dann immer dieses "Beziehung hält nicht mehr lange". Keine Ahnung was da für Intellektuelle Kreisverkehre dahinter stecken, aber bitte begebt euch selber eine Beziehung, damit ihr wisst wie es geht. Echte Männer kämpfen um ihre Partnerschaft.
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Thequiet01
r/t5_g5v8of |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Grab 25⚡ from u/Thequiet01!
This post contains content not supported on old Reddit. [Click here to view the full post](https://sh.reddit.com/r/PieceOfCakeGame/comments/1x3j4nr)
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Ladyycle
r/t5_2wmyb |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Strawberry RP 1.0 🍓 Semi-Serious RP 🍓 Custom Businesses 🍓 Advanced Crime Systems 🍓 Beginner Friendly 🍓 Community Based 🍓 Traditional Roleplay
Strawberry RP 1.0 🍓 Semi-Serious RP 🍓 Custom Businesses 🍓 Advanced Crime Systems 🍓 Beginner Friendly 🍓 Community Based 🍓 Traditional Roleplay
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Silver-Vanilla7349
r/t5_k0g7ie |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Scout vs Yung
I feel scout and yung might end up fighting because of Nakul
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Fb26det
r/t5_2tgz3 |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Did found something about Megas XLR after CN mega leak ?
After see on socials about mega leak of Cartoon network I don't know if found something of Megas XLR. I know that in the past posted concept arts about the pilot here but idk if there something else new
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NERU209
r/t5_de2x3z |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Pra quem tá começando e fica se perguntando se tem genética boa...
Cara, só treina, na moral... Pela primeira foto eu nem diria que teria uma genética descente, as vezes acho que o pessoal só quer a primeira desculpa pra desistir, meu resultado demorou bastante pra aparecer, de uma foto para a outra são 4 anos de diferença, na esquerda estou com 79 quilos, direita 96. De fato demora pra aparecer resultados sendo natural, mas vale a pena tentar.
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Slight_Shine2295
r/t5_aoiybq |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Oil based cleanser
Suggest me a good and reasonable oil based cleanser for open pores and blackheads (preferably local one)
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Rishyandumpling
r/t5_3ftqw |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
How is econ faculty at LSR?
Same as title
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Gemcandy
r/t5_37qje |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Hello!
Hello!
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IndicationRich8516
r/t5_38qre8 |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Wtf are these???
Are they official? Are they real? Am I schizophrenic and just imagining them? Please tell me you see them. Also if you do see them TELL ME WHAT THEY ARE
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word-grind
r/t5_g5mwzo |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Idiom — fill in the blank: "a ___ dog"
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Last1inFirst1out
r/t5_2re7g |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Perfect Sunday! Could not have ended any better for us!
Eagles lose in embarrassing fashion, Commanders and Giants both tie with the funniest ending ever. Nobody won today!!!!
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No_Run4263
r/t5_egaceg |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Mario got rimmed
Mario got rimmed
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KiDDwithCLASS_96
r/t5_j1pnc6 |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Dua Lipa
Dua Lipa
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Far-Construction4597
r/t5_2x9m5 |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
FACEIT BAN
I just tried to connect to my FACEIT match using the room IP, but I received a "could not connect to the game server" error and got a 1-day ban. What should I do? It wasn't my fault. nick Ozyy
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word-grind
r/t5_g5mwzo |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Idiom — fill in the blank: "Dem Ehemann ___ aufsetzen"
This post contains content not supported on old Reddit. [Click here to view the full post](https://sh.reddit.com/r/wordgrind/comments/1x3j4p4)
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Peanutskillz
r/t5_dxajbg |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Do you know Kamalani or her family? - Sri Lanka
Do you know Kamalani or her family? - Sri Lanka
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ASGT908
r/t5_ge1iqs |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Whenever we mention sending Man City and League 2, we need to mention Walsall and Gillingham...
For context, Man City fans always seem to go on about the 1999 playoff final in the second division (now league 1) win to Gillingham. However, what everyone forgets is the reason they were in the playoffs that year was because they finished behind Walsall who went up automatically.
Walsall as a club is memed as the club you see when you are stuck in traffic along the M6 and is overshadowed by other midlands clubs wolves, west brom, Aston villa and Birmingham city
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Pleasant-Country-683
r/t5_2sokd |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
ELI5 what Manchester City did in terms of financing (I think) to become guilty, with people calling for their relegation?
ELI5 what Manchester City did in terms of financing (I think) to become guilty, with people calling for their relegation?
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Koalla0_0
r/t5_768bo3 |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Letter of repentance
*I wrote a letter,*
*Late one night in bed*
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*I used the simple things, a paper and pen*
*Then I let the ink repent*
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*It moved and it flowed*
*turning onto every road*
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*Trying to leave nothing behind*
*because it new it was the last time*
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*All the hell I'd felt*
*every care I'd lost*
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*I walked along every one of those streets,*
*seeing the lanes I'd never repeat*
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*And oh the relief I felt,*
*like reliving a spark I'd doused.*
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*And finally I need to say,*
*thank you for bringing me some truly loving days.*
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Primary_Alternative4
r/t5_12p40m |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
Is there a prioritization guide in terms of Character vs Weapon vs Talent breakpoints?
Over the past couple weeks, I’ve dumped all my resin into Stygian to optimize my artifact gains. Now that it’s over, it’s time to build my Vesna and her weapon. So far, I’ve gotten her to level 80, her talents to 1/5/4, and her weapon to level 60 just with what I already had. Both Vesna and her weapon aren’t ascended past that yet, so I still need ascension mats for both as well as more talent mats. How should I prioritize these over the next couple days worth of resin? For the future, is there a guide on how to prioritize character vs talent vs weapon and to what breakpoint? Like prio char to lvl 60 then talent to lvl 5 then chat to lvl 80 then weapon to 60 then char to 90 etc. Does something like that exist?
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SkylaBSN-RN
r/t5_38bow |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
Baby tooth ripped out possible loose grown up tooth next to it
My son is 6 years old and he bit a rope and it got pulled out of his mouth and his baby tooth was ripped out. It’s Sunday and tomorrow is a holiday! No dentists are open I’m taking him to the ER because I don’t know what to do. There is some bleeding it’s been about 30 mins and it’s still bleeding, it has slowed down but still bleeding.I feel like his grown up tooth is slightly wiggly. What do I do?? Can the ER help us?? I’m freaking out!!
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NeonStr8jacket
r/t5_2rp61 |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
Halloween Events to dress up at
Any Halloween events(that encourage costumes) happening?
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yt-app
r/t5_k8ymqp |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
New franceinfo Upload: Raphaël Glucksmann "enfariné" lors de sa soirée de victoire : Que s’est-il passé ?
New franceinfo Upload: Raphaël Glucksmann "enfariné" lors de sa soirée de victoire : Que s’est-il passé ?
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Pavitony
r/t5_4d8k5g |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
Incentivo all' esodo dopo 19 anni in azienda
Ciao a tutti, dal 2007 lavoro per un grosso marchio del mondo retail.
Dal 2007 al 2011 sono stato addetto alla vendita (commesso) 4° livello ccnl del commercio
Dal 2011 al 2021 caporeparto 2° livello ccnl
Dal 2021 ad oggi direttore di negozio 1° livello.
A gennaio la mia azienda chiuderà il negozio che sto gestendo da quasi 3 anni e mi hanno comunicato che per me non ci sono altri negozi disponibili nel quale trasferirmi con la mia mansione.
Probabilmente concorderemo l'incentivo all'esodo, praticamente la buonuscita.
Quante mensilità dovrei chiedere secondo voi?
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The6MonthShift
r/t5_f8q0mg |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
اليوم 41 في رحلة التغيير خلال 6 شهور
رحت النهاردة الشغل من الصبح وشوفت حاجات جديدة اول مرة أتعرض ليها وعملت خناقتين ولسه راجع من شوية..
قريت شوية فى المواصلات.. حاسس انى بدأت استغلها وقتها أول بـ اول بس مبعرفش أركز فيها غير بالهاند فرى
مرهق لأقصى حد
هحاول اعمل اى حاجة مفيدة قبل النوم النهاردة
مش هعمل النهاردة تمارين.. مرهق جدا الصراحة ممكن بكرة
اليوم 7.5/10
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yt-app
r/t5_jbv6fk |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
New Seattle Sports Upload: Mariners Icon Rick Rizzs Raises the 12 Flag 💪 | #SeattleSports
New Seattle Sports Upload: Mariners Icon Rick Rizzs Raises the 12 Flag 💪 | #SeattleSports
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opmgyhx
r/t5_2xxyj |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
Photo of a robber fly (L) next to a normal mosquito for size comparison (R).
Photo of a robber fly (L) next to a normal mosquito for size comparison (R).
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patdelrey
r/t5_2tegk |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
No 57.5 in Singapore
What do we think about Lana not signing 57.5 at the Singapore Grand Prix? Does this mean it’s scrapped and will remain unreleased?
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MuchInjury1104
r/t5_2xhvq |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
AITA for snitching on my brother after he broke the house rules
am 15 and a girl and my brother is 17 obviously a boy cause he’s my brother b ur that’s besides the point
our rooms are right next to each other so i can hear everything going on in his room at like two am he snuck his gf into the house while our parents were home sleep they were in his room i could hear them kissing through the walls and probs doing other nasty ass inappropriate shit
anyways they are too young to be doing grown people stuff and idk why my brother thought it it would be okay to sneak his gf into our house like that so i told my parents cause they deserve to know what was going on in their house because they have a rule where you can date but they have to leave before 7pm and the door has to be open
anyways my parents ended up grounding him for a week for sneaking her into the house because it’s against the house roles and his gf can’t come to the house for a week anyways he got mad at me called me a annoying ass snitch keep in mind he’s the one who wanted to break the house rules not me so he got himself in trouble pretty much
anyways today later on they came to my room and told me i was also being grounded for a week because they said i was being a tattle tale and shouldve minded my own business keep in mind I FUCKING TOLD THEN THE TRUTH? I literally helped them know my brother was breaking the house rules so idk how im getting punished for telling the truth but whatever.
anyways im pretty sure i did the right thing by fucking helping my parents out but willing to actually hear other peoples thoughts about this shit
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KeyTalk3309
r/t5_azfctv |
2026-10-11 20:50:22.754431+00:00 |
اخواتي دفعة 2027 لو حابين تدخلوا قناتي على التيليجرام و شكرا 😑
اخواتي دفعة 2027 لو حابين تدخلوا قناتي على التيليجرام و شكرا 😑
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I-B-VBN_06VZ
r/t5_2vbwe |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
New to the VB WRX World here my 25 Limited 6MT
New to the VB WRX World here my 25 Limited 6MT
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CuriousCatch2570
r/t5_7urxl2 |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
Extended! Katara is only 9 weeks old and has a potentially broken right hind leg, widespread hair loss, and a painful skin condition. Scheduled for euthanasia Monday 10/12@ 1pm CT. Please get in touch if you can help this baby girl. Barc Houston A2101230. Please share!
Extended! Katara is only 9 weeks old and has a potentially broken right hind leg, widespread hair loss, and a painful skin condition. Scheduled for euthanasia Monday 10/12@ 1pm CT. Please get in touch if you can help this baby girl. Barc Houston A2101230. Please share!
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RightEducation4571
r/t5_2rjh1 |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
Me a grown man driving a interga all joke aside I love the teggy😂
Me a grown man driving a interga all joke aside I love the teggy😂
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Unable-Student2054
r/t5_kdiz6y |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
Rule 1
looks like you have to ban me
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yt-app
r/t5_jbv6fk |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
New Seattle Seahawks Upload: THIS TACKLE, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! 📺: @NFLonFOX
New Seattle Seahawks Upload: THIS TACKLE, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! 📺: @NFLonFOX
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tatt_mommy
r/t5_2sxr1 |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
Looking for piece
I need 916 and 917 🖤
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Agreeable_Gap_2957
r/t5_2s450 |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
Marvin Harrison has to wear a Texans Jersey!!!
It’s Junior? Well damn!!!
He and CJ had a great thing going in college. Hope it picks right on up here. Let’s go!!!
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10ofCups1977
r/t5_37cbu |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
Happy Thanksgiving Canada!
Happy Thanksgiving Canada!
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EthanTheJudge
r/t5_dhqj8s |
2026-10-11 20:50:33.477435+00:00 |
Who’s the most interesting scam artist?
This post contains content not supported on old Reddit. [Click here to view the full post](https://sh.reddit.com/r/AlignmentChartFills/comments/1x3j4q6)
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yt-app
r/t5_k07yg1 |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
New NFL Upload: Houston Texans vs. Tennessee Titans Game Highlights | NFL 2026 Season Week 5
New NFL Upload: Houston Texans vs. Tennessee Titans Game Highlights | NFL 2026 Season Week 5
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Whitecoatstoat
r/t5_f7jd6x |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
Goth Possum (puppygoat)
Goth Possum (puppygoat)
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Chemical_Round9471
r/t5_3fbt1 |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
How to sell a 1965 Mustang?
Hi there! My partner inherited a 1967 red Ford Mustang when his parents passed away. It’s been sitting in a yard not driven for about 20 years. It’s not registered and the DMV has no record of it. The doors don’t open but we’ve been able to get the window open. The interior is pretty undamaged but exterior has quite a lot of rust. We also can’t open the hood but he’s 99% sure there is a motor in there.
We’d like to sell it to get it off the lawn but not sure the best way to do that or how to price. Just list it on eBay, Craigslist, or Facebook Marketplace for parts?
I’d love to add photos but can’t seem to find the option
Any help is appreciated, I’ve never been a car person and neither is my partner, we don’t intend to fix it up ourselves. I’d love to get this thing out of here fast but not totally undersell it.
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ringsidenewscom
r/t5_3lrath |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
Konnan Inducted Into TNA Hall of Fame But Never Shows Up to Accept His Plaque
Konnan Inducted Into TNA Hall of Fame But Never Shows Up to Accept His Plaque
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Testic9995
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2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
I will see your jelly bracelets and raise you the Crocs of the 1980s
I will see your jelly bracelets and raise you the Crocs of the 1980s
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Illustrious-Key4506
r/t5_hh7atj |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
How we kept an AI trading coach tied to real trade data
One uncomfortable part of building an AI coach for traders: a confident but invented performance number can sound completely believable. We wanted the feedback to be explainable back to the user's own trades.
I build digital products with 4AI in Dubai. On Fundedologist, closed trades come in through MT4/MT5 sync or CSV import. We calculate a fixed performance snapshot and rule-based behaviour flags first. Only then does the model write a structured review from that snapshot. The model explains the data; it doesn't get to make up the math.
It also made debugging less mysterious. If a review feels wrong, we can inspect the trade import, the computed snapshot, and the final wording as separate steps. That separation is useful in any product where an LLM gives personalised feedback, especially when the user may act on it.
The project write-up is here if you want to see what we built: [https://4ai.ae/work/fundedologist](https://4ai.ae/work/fundedologist)
For people shipping user-facing AI, which facts do you insist on calculating outside the model?
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Topac1
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2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
🍔
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IntelligentCat3645
r/t5_2u3a1 |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
Mongolia: Tashuur Süültei
**((So I made these dragons because I liked the idea of super small dragons, ie, featherweights and wanted to expand them beyond the Jewel-Birds from India, since it has survival advantages, particularly in large social groups. Anyway, as usual, this is on an AO3 book for ease of access, which can be found here:**
[**https://archiveofourown.org/works/94136131/chapters/251228591**](https://archiveofourown.org/works/94136131/chapters/251228591) **))**
The Tashuur Süültei.
The second dragon we encountered is fairly common. The ташуур сүүлтэй (Anglicised to Tashuur Süültei), meaning Whip-Tailed or Whiptail. Thusly, they have come to be known as the Mongolian Whiptail, due to a similar feature found in some dragons of the Southern American continent and a slightly confusing conflated name tradition. They are featherweights, extremely small. Most range between 0.1 to 0.3 tons, enough for a strong adult to carry and trivial to an adult dragon. Their bodies are only 0.5 to 1 metres long, most of that being a long, thin, whip-like tail, and a wingspan of 1 to 2 metres across, typically reaching just below the hip height of the average Mongolian male. Their wings are fairly oversized for their bodies, allowing them to fold themselves up into a loose cone if need be.
Usually, the Tashuur Süültei come in dark, dusty shades of green-grey or purple-brown, with the most vidid colours found at the tips of their tails and spines. Spines run in a continuous column down the spine of the dragon, extremely glossy and hard at the tips, with the brightest colours found at the last inch of spine, creating a marvellous undulation of colour down their backs as they run. They have thin white dorsal stripes horizontally down their ribs.
They have two small, backwards-facing horns on their head and a very thick skull for their sizes, with a white blaze on their forehead. They have small, almond shaped eyes, protected by a thin ridge of bone, to reduce the risk of grit or grass seeds from injuring the keen long-distance vision of their kind. However, their defining feature is their tails. Highly mobile, they start the thickness of a man’s wrist, thinning down quickly to the width of a finger. They are tipped with a thorn-shaped barb and can be moved with incredible speed, either to lash like a whip or jab the barb like a speartip.
Typically, personalities are high-energy and fairly obedient to those they are fond of, with a great enthusiasm for work. They often speak in a chirrupy, bright tone, cocking their heads or repeating certain words often to better understand what is being said. They have the intelligence of the average human eleven year old and enjoy collecting treasures like glass beads, marbles or interesting bits of bone.
Traditionally, they are often used in the role of either dogs or eagles, to herd, chase or mind livestock. They move deliberately more slowly around horses and certain horses or goats will even allow these dragons to perch on their backs to better observe the herd. They may use headbuts, tail jabs and flicks to keep rowdier animals in line. Alternatively, they may fly beside a larger dragon and dive down to catch small prey like hares or mice or stun larger creatures like boar or elk for companions to take down on horseback. They will either walk beside, sit on the back of a horse beside or ride their companions themselves. They will rest their forelimbs on their companion’s shoulders, back legs hooked onto ribs or resting on hips and their long tails slung over the shoulder or around hips of their companions to be out of the way.
In battle, they may either fetch dropped weapons, guard fallen companions or chase enemy horses or other Tashuur Süültei away. As such, horses have become extremely used to the presence of dragons on the battlefield and in raids and may As their triangular spines also fall out semi-regularly and may be used as arrowheads when properly hardened over the fire.
They have incredibly resilient digestive systems. They will eat almost anything, scraps of hide that has not dried properly, rocks or bones, suggesting origins as a scavenger that followed the various peoples of the steppe. Due to their usually wiry frames, their stomachs often protrude from their undersides after a large meal, giving them a comically pot-bellied look. After eating a meal, they will often stretch on the downward dog position, before twining themselves around the nearest person to find a warm place in which to sleep.
They are often valued around the price of 1 to 3 horses, depending on dexterity and speed for tasks like message carrying or They do not live particularly long by draconic standards, only 70 years or so, and are treated more as dragonets or small children than full fledged members of society like many other dragons, given their comparative low intelligence, and sometimes impulsive and naive natures.
On the other hand, their low requirements mean they are by far the most common dragon in the region and many different people in society not only choose to companion to one, given comparative lifespans and their use in various facets in life but also a much beloved companion, similar to the way people view a child or a younger siblings. Indeed, there is much affection shown between this breed and their companions, from affectionate nicknames, sharing food in hard times, sharing stories and anecdotes or playfully attempting to trick one another. So much so that their bird-like form in flight, with overlong tails trailing like kite strings are an often cited symbol of loyalty.
They can most commonly be found near sources of food like butchery, cooking or hunting. When resting, they typically either perch atop yurts or the spines of later dragons, folding their oversized wings around themselves like a blanket and huddling up in small groups for warmth, often playing games like tag, chase or simple counting games like skipping to entertain themselves and other children, hotel dragon and human.
A common activity between Tashuur Süültei and their companions is to have the dragon climb onto their backs, gripping on tightly. The companion will then run as fast as they can along small foothills or the spines of Nüüdellegch Tolgod during high winds and jump off the steepest side. The dragons will then flare their wings and beat them lightly, allowing the wind to briefly lift both together before a bumpy landing back to the ground, to much amusement from both parties.
Small children will often test their stealth against these creatures by crawling up to them and tying the tails of two individuals together and then spooking them, so the two attempt to fly off, only to be abruptly halted. After a moment of confusion, they will often come whimpering to the nearest Nuruu Ereen or adult human to work out how to untie them.
\- Sir Edmund Howe.
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Inevitable_Injury784
r/t5_3m08g |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
Got my first Uber Aberroth!!
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Super painful fight build im playing cannot tank hits lol, died many times with an hour of trying got him about 5 times.
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Better_Welcome6226
r/t5_2uxz7 |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
My Cd collection as of rn ( been in it for like a month or so)
My Cd collection as of rn ( been in it for like a month or so)
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tgunz83
r/t5_fc8gfn |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
Can’t get controllers working on 2D non-Steam games
Hi all - I’m not able to get the stream frame controllers or a paired Xbox controller (paired to the frame) working for non-Steam games (specifically Xbox Game Pass). When I switch out of laser pointer to game pad mode, the game is not recognizing any inputs from the frame controllers or Xbox controller. Tried getting gears of war e-day added to steam as a non-steam game but that has its own issues. The steps I’m following are simply clicking Steam VR without a game, launching the Xbox app on the desktop, launching the game. Anyone been able to get this working or have any advice?
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just_a_number_here
r/t5_25zojo |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
PUBLIC MOBILE: No credit checks. No contracts. Roaming in the US and Mexico. All support is online. For a $10 CREDIT and a FREE ESIM use this valid referral code: 55z508
PUBLIC MOBILE: No credit checks. No contracts. Roaming in the US and Mexico. All support is online. For a $10 CREDIT and a FREE ESIM use this valid referral code: 55z508
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fajorsk
r/t5_3enag |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
Lao gan ma? more like Lao gamer
lao means old in Chinese
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LowDawgz
r/t5_34728 |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
Rank 1 Dry at PNM GIM - prove me wrong
Rank 1 Dry at PNM GIM - prove me wrong
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Upbeat-Money5299
r/t5_gr01y2 |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
Favorite japanese crush?
Kana morisawa
Nobara kugisaki from jjk
Tsukasa aoi
Waka misono
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Few_Map_8895
r/t5_37shj |
2026-10-11 20:50:43.606250+00:00 |
What do you think of ai being used for ttrpgs?
Tabletop versions and having ai make content and pictures for them. Personally i don't like it and think it's gross. What do you think and why. Godspeed!
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KKetch19
r/t5_267vk9 |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Just joined thought I’d say hello and show you all the dogs I get to work with everyday
Just joined thought I’d say hello and show you all the dogs I get to work with everyday
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Icy_Judgment_7740
r/t5_6tosfg |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Meaning behind repeated eye contact from a guy?
For context, I 19F am in college, every time him and I are sitting in the same room, we make eye contact more than 5 times. Its been going on for longer than a week now almost a month, but he hasn't made a move yet despite him seeming (kinda?) confident. About a week ago I caught him smiling after we broke eye contact. I just feel like im reading into this too much, but was also wondering if i should smile next time we make eye contact?
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opalizedbrush
r/t5_2qlmp |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Dancing Lights
Made in Procreate Dreams
Song: In The Aqueducts by Ribbon Eel
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vitalrso
r/t5_at8we5 |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
احتاج كذا
باقي يوم ونص على المد وماذاكرت شي
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MugShots
r/t5_2t4zsa |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
NV Energy Alert
NVEnergy Alert
Pole-mounted Equipment Failure in 89449
Probable customers affected
ORT: Probable
ETR: Probable
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Lopsided-Tale6562
r/t5_33sdn |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Crossed 1K downloads and counting. Made an AI engineer
[yourpitbox.com](http://yourpitbox.com)
Your Pit Box has reached 1k+ downloads, and it finally feels like having an engineer beside me. It runs on Android or Windows PC and receives F1 telemetry from PS5, Xbox or PC.
Questions it can answer, from simple to complex:
• What’s the gap ahead?
• How are my tyres, and how many laps are left?
• How quickly is the car behind closing?
• What would boxing now cost me in track position?
• Compare my top two strategies. What would change the call?
These are examples, not a fixed list. You can ask follow-ups in your own words.
How it works vs others: A basic overlay displays telemetry. Your Pit Box calculates strategy locally, makes proactive radio calls, and uses AI to explain the numbers behind a decision.
The app is free. Bring your own AI API key; your provider may charge for usage. Spoken radio requires an OpenAI key.
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SouLsLie
r/t5_z6w4l |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
I made a picrew that makes randomize puddings!
I included some examples of it! I hope you like it! Im planning on adding more.
Link:
https://picrew.me/image\_maker/2917808
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bijouturnspages
r/t5_2tu7p |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Looking for Romantic European Wedding Venues for 70 Guests ($20–25K Budget) Italy, France & Beyond!
Looking for Romantic European Wedding Venues for 70 Guests ($20–25K Budget) Italy, France & Beyond!
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HildrynMain
r/t5_2se9w |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
[GEN 3] Shiny Shadow Scizor on JP Colosseum
A dream come true. All on original hardware and cards. Full disclaimer: given the impending Bank shutdown, I RNGd this one in order to complete the Ribbon Master journey beforehand. Since they're bugged to be Hasty and full 0 IVs, it was quite a simple process with not a lot of choices really.
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Old_Sky_4349
r/t5_2bdleh |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Trading my fall aesthetic tiny glitch build
Trading my fall aesthetic tiny glitch build
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kittykatto2011
r/t5_39on6 |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Can i have someone to talk to please? f16
Can i have someone to talk to please? f16
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FleetOfWarships
r/t5_39cuc |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Looking for a mod pack
Title. I haven't played with mods in a while, used to play with a ton but I can't be bothered to put together a buggy mod list on my own this time around so I'm taking suggestions. Typically I like variety as much tangible content as possible, anything that stretches out the length of the game, Gigastructural Engineering is a very good example of what I'm after, anything and everything that works well with it is the kind of stuff I like. I'm perfectly fine with heavily modding the game so long as everything works together well, so several hundred plus mods is acceptable.
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beelzebobby27
r/t5_26lph2 |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Big Blue Balls!
What it feels like watching a game all afternoon just to end in a tie.
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fallen-vinyl
r/t5_e2kl4b |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Roblox'ta arkadaşlarla girip eğlenmelik oyun önerisi
2-10 kişiyiz ve Roblox'ta çok kasmadan girip eğlenebileceğimiz oyunlar arıyoruz, önerilerinizi bekliyorum. Teşekkürler.
Ha bu arada katılmak isteyen olursa DM'den yazabilir, Roblox şart değil başka şeyler de oynuyoruz.
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PlantZaddi
r/t5_26lph2 |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
WE ALL STINK
WE ALL STINK
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Ok_Assumption_5366
r/t5_26lph2 |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Everyone should buy these this week. This division fucking REEKS.
Everyone should buy these this week. This division fucking REEKS.
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PartnerMeansGay
r/t5_2s5fm |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
Dude doesn’t even wear Titan’s gear
Dude doesn’t even wear Titan’s gear
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capjunky42012
r/t5_2tf7y |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
So fresh 160 6 hours teriyaki bbq 🔥
So fresh 160 6 hours teriyaki bbq 🔥
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Hot_Pineapple_1388
r/t5_6vtgpz |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
Hibrew G5 vs Starseeker e55pro para coados (ou outro)
Boa tarde pessoal! Entre o moedor Hibrew G5 e starseeker e55 pro qual vcs acham que vale mais a pena considerando um maior uso para coados? Ainda não comecei nos espressos, mas eventualmente vou comprar a maquina e ja usarei o moedor pra isso tambem
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bot-bouncer
r/t5_cw3lhd |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
Overview for Huge-Remote2174
Overview for Huge-Remote2174
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MadMax12150
r/t5_2rnva |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
Nikola Jokic joker discontinued?
The local grocery stores used to stock these but within the past few months they haven't been on shelves anywhere but I can't find anything about a discontinuation. Through my searching it seems like they aren't even available online either. I really liked them so I'm just wondering if anyone on here has any info about what may have happened to them or if they're still available at all
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SoloGhosts512
r/t5_26lph2 |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
We may all smell…..but we’re still better and on top of the division
We may all smell…..but we’re still better and on top of the division
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LoathsomeLuke
r/t5_26lph2 |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
What the hell was that ending?
What the hell was that ending?
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DisMFer
r/t5_3ouxm |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
Just remember Packers fans, the words of the greatest sport's icon in history
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AndrewTheHokie
r/t5_2qr6k |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
Landscape Photography Lens Options
Hello, I’m an amateur photographer (mostly landscapes and wildlife) looking to upgrade to some faster lenses for my Nikon Z6 II. I currently use a combination of a Sigma 14-24mm F2.8 (astrophotography and landscapes), Nikkor 24-200mm F4-5.6 (general use and landscapes), and a Sigma 150-600mm F5-6.3 with a 1.4x TC (wildlife). I’m looking to improve upon the 24-200mm lens with some faster lenses to reduce motion blur and let some more light in, likely through using something along the lines of a 24-70 F2.8 and 70-200 F2.8.
With that being said, the Nikkor options are a bit out of my budget in that range (I’m looking to spend about $2,000-2,500 max for both lenses to fill this space in the range). Any recommendations? I was looking at the Nikkor 28-75mm F2.8, but I was considering selling the Sigma if I can get down to a 24mm on the wider of the two zoom lenses. Looking for good options to help fill the 24-200mm range without going slower than F2.8. Any advice or opinions much appreciated!
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Floruks
r/t5_zt0y1 |
2026-10-11 20:50:54.354986+00:00 |
WIBTA if I(23M) tell my ex(22F) to move out if she doesn't want to continue the relationship
My ex ended our 5 year relationship after I was away for 3 days in the UK,she ended as soon as I got home and told me that she doesn't love me and doesn't want to do anything with me.
I keep on asking her to try to work things out but she just says no every time. I still love her and the feeling of having a person that I love so much behind a wall is killing me for the past 4 days, I'm trying to somehow move on but seeing her makes the feeling come back. 2 days ago she left and told me she's staying at her friends place from now on but she came back after few hours because she couldn't take her cat with her. She probably needs at least 2-3 months to find a new place because she works at a supermarket and needs to save up money for a new flat but the idea of her staying here for that time will make me move on impossible. Is there any other way i can solve this?
The place is rented in my name.
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Salt-Draft-878
r/t5_dbf9y0 |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
¥$.
¥$.
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dimitasx
r/t5_5hle1k |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
que condones son buenos?
básicamente conseguí novia hace no mucho y lo que creía saber al respecto resultó ser diferente en la práctica, estaba usando condones de esos que regalan en jornadas de prevención de ETS que en mi universidad casi cada mes hay una por lo que tenía una cantidad decente de esos y bueno pues lo obvio son baratos y de muy baja calidad y bueno no me gustan mucho porque se secan extremadamente rápido y me obliga a usar uno nuevo solo por la lubricación y no lastimarla a ella, ya se me han roto unos cuantos pero gracias a dios me doy cuenta y no ha pasado nada jajaja.
pero ya quiero comprar alguno de buena calidad que principalmente esté bien lubricado y no se seque tan rápido y claro que sea bueno y no se rompa.
que condones me podrían recomendar con esas características? y que claro se puedan ubicar en farmatodo jajaja gracias
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Ok-Improvement-9421
r/t5_2w5ps |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
Any info on this Matthews rookie card?
Card is from 2016-17 Upper Deck Series 2
I don’t see it when I look at the checklist
Wonder if anyone here had more info
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Ok_Item5218
r/t5_2wwjb |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
ISO
Hi there! I’m looking for a reliable , fully silicone doll.
I want a baby boy with his eyes closed.
One that doesn’t look cheap.
I’m in Canada so Canadian suppliers preferred, but willing and open to shop elsewhere. I just have no idea where to find them legit.
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Ryo-kizuchi
r/t5_etcucm |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
Pomni [The Amazing Digital Circus] (Ryo Kizuchi)
Pomni [The Amazing Digital Circus] (Ryo Kizuchi)
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Cats7204
r/t5_qmi8w |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
(Device theory) just realized something dark about this
Do you know what happens when a program, variable, anything stored in memory has completed its function and will not be used again?
Something called a Garbage Collector marks the space it resides in, the OS writes it off as "free", and allows other data to overwrite it.
Its not zeroed, its not actively discarded, the program just goes on as if nothing ever existed in that space.
If device theory is correct, that the Deltarune we see is an actual program, then Kris would be data inside the system memory, and thus when it won't be used again, the GC will free it and it will be overwritten. And the world would move on occupying that same space in the memory as if nothing was ever there, everything would keep running perfectly fine.
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Tall_Researcher6418
r/t5_vkfjx |
2026-10-11 20:51:04.506569+00:00 |
What happened to engineers?
Why are engineers so undervalued in the MENA region?
Despite the years of education and technical expertise required, engineering often seems to offer limited financial rewards and career opportunities across much of MENA.
So why is it that engineers are undervalued and unappreciated here. Mainly talking about the ***REALLY*** low pay for some jobs here, especially in civil/mechanical engineering.
There also isn't much of a market for R&D and world-class advancements in technology unlike the west, so why? And is there any other solution other than to immigrate?
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Life is boring
Idk i just think life is not worth it, actually it’s not worth it living as me. I don’t see things improving in the future and definitely not anytime soon. i just hope i can die soon naturally without pain. Ive been thinking about this pretty often, like id wish for a quick car crash or a sudden heart attack. ( i would NEVER attempt tho cuz 1 it’s a sin 2 its just smth i wouldnt do)
It’s not that I’m never happy. I still have moments when I’m genuinely happy and excited, but underneath all of that i just wish something can slime me out. I feel like I’ve already seen everything life has to offer, and im 17 i have still so much time left over but i can picture my future so clearly and I genuinely don’t want to live it. I don’t see anything ahead of me that makes me want to keep going.
Sometimes I wish I was an angel instead of a human. And I mean a literal angel that simply obeys god. At least then I’d have a purpose I wouldn’t have to worry about what im doing, what my future looks like, or whether I’m making the right decisions. I wouldn’t have to take risks, constantly work on myself, or struggle. I’d just have 1 purpose. I wouldn’t have to think about any of this. I seriously despise being human sometimes. I despise being me.
Like what’s even the point of me being alive? I’m alive, but I don’t feel like I’m actually LIVING. I feel like an NPC, just existing while my friends have actual lives. I get somewhat jealous, like this could’ve been me, i could’ve had a family like theirs, a personality like theirs and a life like theirs. I hung out one time we my friend and her mom, i had so much fun but the first thing i did when i went back home is bawl my eyes out
i still dont rlly know why i cried so much but i think it’s because they felt so alive compared to me
The worst part is that I can’t change anything. I can’t change the family I was born into, the circumstances I grew up in, where I come from, or the experiences I’ve had. I can’t just wake up as a different person with a different personality or different looks. I can’t change my past, and I can’t control so many of the things that make me unhappy about my present. I feel so trapped in a life I never asked for, in a body and a personality I didn’t choose, with circumstances I have no control over
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